Masa Kecil

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I wonder

Am I long way from your heart,I wonder,
Is this where love is, heartache starts,I wonder,
I wonder if you ever think about me,
And how good our old loving used to be,
Sometimes,Sometimes I wonder
When you left with one last curious look,I wonder,
I tried to call you, you changed the number on me,I really wonder

You tell me things to get me where you want me to be,
How come I feel your getting the best of me,
sometimes,I wonder

I hear a car coming round the corner,
I hear footsteps on my front porch,
I see a shadow from the light above,
I hear a voice,
Oh it's not yours

Why does this happen,What's going on, I wonder,
Could this be a dream, or has hon gone crazy, I wonder,

How come I feel your taking advantage of me,
Why can't I get you out of me,
Sometimes,
Sometimes I wonder

They say that time will heal my broken heart, I wonder,
Could it be that I'm blind, All alone in the dark, I wonder

I can't help feeling this way, If I could leave, I'd surely leave today, Sometimes I wonder

It seems to me you still wanna be around
But when I see you, all hell starts breaking down,
Sometimes I wonder,

mm hmm
I really wonder.

I feel sometimes like I've lost everything?

You know what the twist in my story was? 

The twist in my story was falling in love with you. 

The twist in my story was calling you my girlfriend ( - - - ) 

The twist in my story was staying up all night on the phone every night. 

The twist in my story was hanging out with you, and laughing until i cried. 

The twist in my story was my first..... with you ( - - - ) 

But.... 

The biggest twist in my story was losing you ( - - -) 

I miss you .

Where the good times gone?

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

"time to say Goodbye
I wonder if it's too late"

Ungkapan doa gadis Kecil .

” Tuhan, aku hanya selembar kertas putih yang belum ditulis apa pun .

Tuhan, berikan coretan indah di kertas itu . agar aku bisa bahagia . Engkau tahu Tuhan apa yang aku rasa .

Engkau tahu apa yang aku inginkan . Beri yang terbaik buat smua orang yang aku sayang . Beri kesehatan yang tetap buat mereka .

Dan berikan yg terbaik untukku . Karena aku tahu Tuhan, rencanamu sangat indah . “

kutipan doa yg selalu aku ucap tiap malam .

jauh dari doa itu .

aku tak sanggup jalani hari hariku .

aku tak sanggup menahan sakit .

sakit yang hidup bersamaku sejak aku lahir .

mereka selalu berkata .

” hidup itu indah . maknai hari harimu sebelum kamu menyesal pada akhirnya “

hingga saat ini .

aku belom bisa memaknai hariku .

belom bisa merasakan kebahagiaan yang bener” buat aku tersenyum bahagia .

aku hanya bisa duduk berdiam diri .

tersenyum mengingat hari hariku .

tapi tak bisa tuk bahagia .

apa bahagia itu ?

aku tak akan pernah bisa mendefinisikannya .

dan harapanku di tahun ini .

semoga aku bisa merasakan kebahagiaan yg seutuhnya .

kebahagiaan dari keluargaku .

kebahagiaan dari teman – temanku .

keluargaku .

sahabatku .

dan pacarku .

aku ingin buat mereka bahagia Tuhan .

pengen berikan mereka yg terbaik .

hingga saat aku harus meninggalkan mereka, mereka tahu bahwa aku sangat menyayangi mereka .

hingga detik ini .

sesaat aku ingat .

saat aku sakit . lemah . kaku .

diantara sadar dan ga sadar .

aku bisa merasakan pelukan seorang ibu . walopun dia bukan ibu kandungku Tuhan .

aku bisa merasakan betapa takutnya ibu jika kehilangan aku .

dia mengelus dahiku .

mengelus dadaku .

berikan aku kekuatan agar bisa bertahan .

dalam kondisi seperti itu .

aku hanya bisa mencoba membuka mata .

melihat wajahnya secara dekat .

melihat setiap garis wajahnya .

menatap matanya .

mendengar isak tangisnya .

melihat betapa takutnya dia .

hingga aku tak kuat .

dan berkata . ” ma, lisa sayang mama “

aku ingat .

itu kalimat yang aku ucap .

dia tersenyum .

dia memelukku .

hingga aku terbaring tak berdaya pun .

dia yg menemani aku .

sejujurnya aku tak pernah mau menyakiti siapapun .

meninggalkan siapapun .

aku hanya bisa bertahan dengan keadaan .

dan jika saat itu tiba .

aku hanya ingin mereka tahu bahwa aku sangat menyayangi mereka .

Sunset

editor : Pamungkas
tempat : kenjeran

Trying not to ask why

Jika kita tidak bisa bahagia, Biarkan orang yang kita Cinta Berbahagia .

Percayalah disaat kamu terpuruk pun, kamu seharusnya tetap percaya bahwa Tuhan akan memberimu 'happy ending'"

It's been so long

I'm here to say ,Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before You went away and
Found another place to stay

I figured I was the one but I understand your sadness so I guess I should just hold my tongue

Cause my love is strong and Some folks say that it's strange
But they don't know what you've done for me
You've made such a happy man out of me.

Love don't live here anymore
Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before
You went away

So much time so far apart ,But I will see you again,
I will see you again a long time from now

Sunrise Bromo

lose control don't look at you

I will be there
Love, only love
I lose control when I'm close to you baby

You and I just have a dream
to find our love a place
where we can hide away
you and I were just made

it's written down inside heart me

I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment's gone


All we do




I would try to killed our love

All of my life

Let me ask time has passed
Just tell me how you feel
I don’t know what you’re thinking anymore

Even though we’re far apart
Don’t you know my love is here?
Don’t you know my love is real?
You should know by now
This much is true
My love is here for you

Even though you’re far away
I’m right beside you day by day
I wish you were here to stay
I am all alone without you

Let me see in your eyes
That you won’t say goodbye
And if you need me
Take my hand, touch my face
Let me feel your embrace

Give me this moment, this precious chance
Every endeavor I have made ever
Is coming’ into play, is here and now today

I will never leave you hold on tight
Promise to stay forever by your side

Me and the memory

Alone in the night
I don't know what I'm doing
But it fills my mind

These days are all the same
When I'm alone at night all I do is think about you

Slowly time is passing
Somehow I get by
Keeping myself busy
I don't know what I'm doing
When I can't escape you bunda (M.S)
My heart and I can't fight it
I need you here to keep myself
I contemplate every way I'd like to you

Every single moment
I never knew
that I'd still be waiting
Waiting for you and thingking about you
that you'll never go

I should have stood up for you that night, with you and hug you
to nothing leave you there, by yourself
in the days there were tears
This isn't the dream it's real

But I know
I know you'll be back,back for more
We'll know when we're closer to love

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