I feel sometimes like I've lost everything?

You know what the twist in my story was? 

The twist in my story was falling in love with you. 

The twist in my story was calling you my girlfriend ( - - - ) 

The twist in my story was staying up all night on the phone every night. 

The twist in my story was hanging out with you, and laughing until i cried. 

The twist in my story was my first..... with you ( - - - ) 

But.... 

The biggest twist in my story was losing you ( - - -) 

I miss you .