I Still Remember The First Day I Met You

redmonkey

Waktu seakan berlalu ,

Warna langit yang gelap seakan luntur

Warna hitam  berubah membiru ,

Cerita lama seakan ingin merubah menjadi cerita baru

Tulisan di kertas buram luntur !

Banyak kenangan tersimpan di dalam kertas buram,

Satu demi satu kalimat di ucap kembali

Tapi hanya angan yang menjadi pendengar,

Bualan yang di ucap, seakan hanya menutupi ungkapan hati yang selalu melekat

Sampai waktu berjalan terlalu seakan cepat

Detik , jam, hari, minggu, bulan , sampai waktunya merubah menjadi tahun .

Keadaan membuat hati tak ingin merubah pemikiran .

I wonder

Am I long way from your heart,I wonder,
Is this where love is, heartache starts,I wonder,
I wonder if you ever think about me,
And how good our old loving used to be,
Sometimes,Sometimes I wonder
When you left with one last curious look,I wonder,
I tried to call you, you changed the number on me,I really wonder

You tell me things to get me where you want me to be,
How come I feel your getting the best of me,
sometimes,I wonder

I hear a car coming round the corner,
I hear footsteps on my front porch,
I see a shadow from the light above,
I hear a voice,
Oh it's not yours

Why does this happen,What's going on, I wonder,
Could this be a dream, or has hon gone crazy, I wonder,

How come I feel your taking advantage of me,
Why can't I get you out of me,
Sometimes,
Sometimes I wonder

They say that time will heal my broken heart, I wonder,
Could it be that I'm blind, All alone in the dark, I wonder

I can't help feeling this way, If I could leave, I'd surely leave today, Sometimes I wonder

It seems to me you still wanna be around
But when I see you, all hell starts breaking down,
Sometimes I wonder,

mm hmm
I really wonder.

I feel sometimes like I've lost everything?

You know what the twist in my story was? 

The twist in my story was falling in love with you. 

The twist in my story was calling you my girlfriend ( - - - ) 

The twist in my story was staying up all night on the phone every night. 

The twist in my story was hanging out with you, and laughing until i cried. 

The twist in my story was my first..... with you ( - - - ) 

But.... 

The biggest twist in my story was losing you ( - - -) 

I miss you .

Minggu malam

It'll be just like starting over So let me tell you again and again
No-one's to blame, I know time flies so quickly
It's been too long since we took the time
We'll be together all alone again .
Woman I can hardly express , I love you  now and forever.

Do you know I’m faking?  succumb to the feelings we can never face .
Can you remember when we used to laugh ,At those mistakes we made .
Can you remember , It took 50 missed calls to finally get over you and I know I said some things that hurt .

Everyday you seem further away , I'm begging just to see your face again . Can you hear me?..... and You need to know that your story is important and that you're part of a bigger story .

Trying not to ask why

Jika kita tidak bisa bahagia, Biarkan orang yang kita Cinta Berbahagia .

Percayalah disaat kamu terpuruk pun, kamu seharusnya tetap percaya bahwa Tuhan akan memberimu 'happy ending'"

It's been so long

I'm here to say ,Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before You went away and
Found another place to stay

I figured I was the one but I understand your sadness so I guess I should just hold my tongue

Cause my love is strong and Some folks say that it's strange
But they don't know what you've done for me
You've made such a happy man out of me.

Love don't live here anymore
Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before
You went away

So much time so far apart ,But I will see you again,
I will see you again a long time from now

received with an open mind

something’s wrong when i can't seem to think straight
Here in the dark in these final hours
Morning will come, and I'll do what's right
And I can't make you love me

Looking for some inspiration
Made my way into the night
Searching for some peace of mind

I was just a young boy

I'll hold on to my freedom
May not be what you want from me
Just the way it's got to be
Lose the face now

I've got to live

before you sleep tonite

you're the reasons i live you're the reasons i die

he's laying in bed, i'll never forget
smiled and ask forgiveness without tears fell from his eyes

i dodn't realize that he never tell lies
but hiding something, pain inside his heart
but how do i know the truth if you didn't say so

But you're still in my dream

Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong

that makes me want to live
I thank God i'm still alive in this beautiful day.